I just went..

Wandering I went

No way, no path was meant,

I just went and went...

Confused I was,

But there was no way alas!

So I just went and went..

Will I had for going,

Bill.....fate had for reaching

I simply went and went...

Direction I met,

Goal was set,

I went and went..

It was then I knew,

Wandering why did I flew

_Goblet Pumpkin

What went wrong?

I think and think..

And I think again...

What did I do?

I have no clue….

What went wrong?

No, I m not strong….

I dig and dig…

Back into the time..what happened so big

That everything came to a standstill

From where I could see no will

I wish I would have known..

Why was the flame blown?

Why was I thrown?

Why do I have to take this?

Why?

I tried hard and hard,

But all I could get was only dread and dread.

Every moment was a test,

There was nothing that could rest…

Everything was moving..

Everyone was going

And all I could do was nothing,

Absolutely nothing…

-Goblet Pumpkin

KEEP GOING.........

When you think and think..

But still, can't conclude..

When you try and try,

But there is no way you can succeed..

When you fight and fight,

But no solution seems to be right..

When you pray and pray,

But things become harder and harder..

When you question and question,

But every answer you find, turns into a question..

Don't worry, just sit back..

Close your eyes..

Think about your Dad,

The spark in his eyes,

The pride on his face..

That untold love...

Then you will see..

How every question reveals an answer..

How every fight reaps a solution,

How every prayer will make you stronger...

All you need to do is...just keeep going..

-Goblet Pumpkin

IT IS GOING....I CAN'T STOP IT...

All this is going to end..it pains....

The time cant stop..it really pains..

God!!!why do I have to take this?

Nothing would be the same..

Life will be so lame..

Nobody to hug..nobody to smile...

Everybody miles and miles away

It wouldnt be same ever..

Nobody to kick you and take you along..

When you say you are sick

Itz never gonna return...its all going now..

I wish I could hold it...I wish I could just not let it go...

Those hangouts..

Those long hours.....of doing nothing..

But it meant everything..

That sheer joy...

Those quarrels..those tears rolling down the cheeks...

All will be gone..now....

Will be left only with...memories...

Those voices...will always echo ....

Those bustling corrridors will always pass by me....

It will always be right in me....with me.. always...

Goblet Pumpkin

IN THE DARKNESS

In In the darkness of the night,

I sat alone.

My whole self was yearning for brightness aloud,

But all I could get was loneliness abound…

In all these years……

With all my fears,

I sat and thought…

What made me rot?

Gain was my friend…

Faith, my foe.

Hearts I broke,

Curses I evoked.

Lies I sold,

I was too bold.

In the wake of my anger,

I could never see the danger.

I know, I know…I had erred always!!

Nobody here,

To wipe my tears...

All alone here I am….in the darkness

Peace,

Myyaa

That someone.......

Loving is so simple...it is so natural...it just flows......when you love someone, it is like a blessing.

When someone's world revolves around you..when that someone's day begins with you ends with you....that someone's only purpose of life is your happiness, your  smile is that someone's joy....If there is anything that is divine, it is this....loving and being loved!

When someone loves you so much..you never want to hurt  him, never want to let him down, never want him to feel ashamed because of you, never want to go against him.

Your single teardrop is that someone's biggest worry, your illness is that someone's pain...that someone is really special.

At times you feel why that someone loves you so much...I firmly believe that there is a reason for everything..but when it comes to love..I feel there is no reason for loving..because loving is just loving.

But life is strange, it always questions you...just when you think you have the answer..it simply changes the question and you have to begin all over again.

But every question has an answer. 

If the question is ..can you give give up a few things for him.....of course that someone never asks you for that..neither does he ever makes you feel that,  you hurt him...because he loves you.

The answer has to be yes.. because you love him too.

Not everyone is so lucky to have that someone in their lives..but I am....I do have that someone.....and that someone is my Dad.


Goblet Pumpkin

Ecstasy

Gosh!!! I don't believe, I have completed my graduation. God! As it is said... at times, words can't say it all.

When the farewell party began..there was a feeling of deja vu..... the parties that we had given to the outgoing students in the preceeding years.

But deep down somewhere, there was something that I just can't express...it is beyond the reach of words. It must be ecstasy, must be sadness, must be a sort of curiousity....Dunno what!!

When a dear friend of mine went on to the podium, to share her reminiscences... all the four years came alive......everything... ..every moment..

-Goblet Pumpkin